Riptide

Anchored to the sky

   —high, so, so, high—

            I watched my life slide by. 

 

My ship broke rode, 

            and I was lost 

                    

in a starless sky

    with no name.

 

And it rained.

    And rained.

        And rained.

 

I must

   have drowned 

        a million

 

times,

    trying to swim 

          my way back,

 

only to awake 

         a stranger to 

                     myself

 

on a shore I once called home,

      and in a body I once

    called mine.

Jose Wilson served honorably in the United States Army, including a tour to Afghanistan from 2007-2008. He holds closely the value of service to others, but that principle no longer encompasses participating in wars. After transitioning from the military to civilian life, Jose struggled with addiction and mental health issues. He’s now over five years clean and remarkably stable from bi-polar 1 and PTSD, all while managing to graduate college with a degree in English from the University of the Incarnate Word, San Antonio, finally, in 2019. After all, that was why he had left the military.

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