The shuffling of your black Nikes
is what I want first, swiftly followed
by each individual crack of your knuckles;
the fumbling of your tongue against
the walls of your mouth; the hushed
secrets in my ear, which are humid
and remind me to practice holding my breath
in a 100-degree hot tub in the midst of summer.
Next, give me your left headphone:
douse me in the warped tonality
of Vera Lynn’s voice and I’ll press the speaker
to my earlobe and become overwhelmed
by the vibrations, which feel like my cat
sidling up next to me in front of a dying
bonfire. Can you hum the national anthem
as I press my reborn eardrum to your chest?
Teach me how to be proud of my country
again. I want to close the front door
thirty-four times, let my anxiety
chill until it is below zero; I welcome
the sensation of an ice cube sliding down
my spine: I am safe within my home.
The forecast says it is going to rain at 5 pm;
we need to lie in the middle of the street
and let ourselves be baptized by Mother Nature’s
preferred lullaby. If a car runs us over,
the breakage of our ribs will become a marimba duet.
Do you have any saltwater taffy? We must
let saliva meet the roofs of our mouths:
the world’s smallest oceans breaking against
the shores of our taste buds. I must impulse buy
tickets for tonight’s concert in Orlando; all
that I need now is to scream out the lyrics to our song,
and know that I’m in the right key.
Felicia Coursen is originally from Lake Ronkonkoma, New York. She is currently a third-year undergraduate student at Florida Southern College, where she is majoring in English and has minors in women and gender studies and film. She has never been published in a literary magazine before, and she is honored to make her publication debut in Glass Mountain Magazine.